Article about Host #4
Then it recalled, that this year of care was happiest in its life. It did not confuse its
awkwardness, and did not enrage its bad host habits. For some reason it always
recalled, as by rainy night they went on a spree and turned grey in the arbor, they hid
from the shower. It saws cognac from the small bottle, from the neck, and they spoke,
spoke, spok with host. That there was amazing cognac, amazing conversation and
amazing host of this house. They spent evenings on the walks around the night city and
searches for the new, yet not visited night cafe… and now they spent evenings on the
searches for money, free time and mutual understanding. Iridescent prospects were
scattered to smithereens. They indicate that youth overestimates its forces in the
marriage, the untruth! Youth correctly evaluates host's forces, it incorrectly evaluates
obstacles and difficulties, which to it is necessary to overcome. And they would,
possibly, overcome them, if they would be to them ready. Youth and marriage generally
very badly are combined. Young people, entering into the marriage, as a rule, themselves
they do not know, what they from this marriage want. Paradox - in two people everything
is good, they love friend - friend, by them well together. Life for them is wonderful and
new - they are happy with their host. What to them it is not sufficient? And indeed
practically everything they know, but if they do not know, then they heard, that the
marriage kills love. What to go to this step, this two times to increase its
responsibilities and two times to decrease its possibilities. And nevertheless they are
married! Without knowing why! It is possible not to say about the host's children -
abortions already long ago no one shock. Apparently youth, thus intensely defends
right to her own errors. But that however, which is obtained? Clever learns on the
strange errors, and fool on his - leaves entire life clever they learn in fools.
Certainly, it is possible to discuss eternally about the misfortunes of early marriages.
Who will begin to blame them in the fact that they were radiated. It could not assume
by its such, such as it exists, such it by it pleased as friend (as host) and not as
husband. It was ready to change in accordance with host's principles. Then. It saws and it
pleased wine. It much occurred in the journeyings - and the call of roads intoxicated it
still more. It yet was not satiated by life. In men and women this generally differently. It
is worthwhile to search for true reason yes and is there it? Generally they parted.
Then both for long attempted to arrange their own life separately from each other. It
searched for other, that is suitable under host's concepts about the husband
considering that it will be the same, allotting by its positive qualities of all men for silence. It searched for the woman, who will not be allotted by those qualities, which, as to it they it seemed prevented their marriage, but which, in reality, allotted all women.
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