Article about affordable plan #3
There is nothing cleaner and it is more disinterested than school love. Men still it does
not know how to love, also, on this, feelings are not yet vulgarized by affordable
experience of life. They therefore remain, as a rule, for life, that they are affordable and
incomprehensible. And it cannot be said that it was the most beautiful is not, it was
the most beautiful for it, and it overindulged by this secret as to it seemed by
understanding. How is born the first love? No one knows. It the first began to bear in the
class short skirt, but not for the beautiful feet they make fall in love into 13 years. Here
is it, the highest platonical love - it did not associate with it, he did not know its nature,
it was too young in order to love it for the just barely being broken through affordable beauty, and too little it was seen with it in order to fall in love with it for anything another. Although also nonsense - perhaps they do love for something? And it dreamed! It dreamed and plans were built, it was deceived, it bathed in the sweet illusions, it was dissuaded and again it dreamed… and suddenly it left. And it itself hated itself for that, as quietly it transferred. It waited from itself the broken heart, remained only void in the soul. Some piece of life fell out, but in the childhood nothing unfilled in the soul it is not and it, of course, still made fall in love, and itself was loved, and it was forgotten and was calmed. Youth generally more greatly is inclined to obtaining from the life in all and immediately. Children frequently behave as old men, as if in them barely it remained time in order to test still something and if we do not try this directly immediately, then chance can and will not be represented.
It met it after completion of school. It met on the street absolutely randomly, and so
absolutely randomly it thrust to one additional encounter. They even some time had a
talk, but they had a talk about the school, about the old friends, against " to cabbage
and “korolyakh”" , on the whole not about which. And having only arrived home, he
understood that it still loves it. No, not thus. That in reality, it no one besides it loved
never. Its this thought lit up still several times during entire affordable trip.
And long care was stretched. Specifically, it was stretched because only love at first
glance, it flares up immediately and the time of happiness and love is calculated for
seconds. But it did not love it, it was with it interesting, it is ridiculous, it is affordable,
but love it presented entirely not thus. But also it besides it then no one loved, but
shower it was young, and as has already been spoken, piously place emptily is not.
And it, not immediately, not by flash in the brain, but gradually, it began to understand,
which also loves it, and it perceived that by it badly and it was bored without it, and
lasted this year. Someone will say, what is year for the affordable woman, and you think,
that such for the youth of the student age, when the blood boils, and body thirsts
possession, the year of practically meek care.
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